7/27/2026

eating carrots and ranch dressing

7/9/2026

who wanna get cooked and watch cops

7/1/2026

broke down sobbing and finally admitted to my therapist how much i wanna die all the time and he made me make a safety plan oop

i fucking hate being ugly and having panic disorder can i have the cure please

6/22/2026

is it really that hard to be attracted to me? it’s so so disheartening that it feels like everyone thinks i’m so ugly. any time i like a boy it’s not mutual and that does start to wear down the soul. i feel like im buried alive and hearing life go by without me on the surface. i was put on this earth to love and everyone i want to share that with denies me the opportunity. that’s their right, but it feels like im already dead sometimes.

6/17/2026

don’t have to tell your hot ass a thing oh yeah you just get it whole package babe i like the way you fit god bless your dads genetics you make me wanna make you fall in love late at night i’m thinking bout you wanna try out my fuzzy pink handcuffs oh i hear you knocking baby come on up i know you want my touch for life if you

love me right then who knows i might let you make me juno you know i just might let you lock me down tonight one of my is cute but two though give it to me baby you make me wanna make you fall in love 💛💙🩷

4/26/26

i slept until 1:30 today. i’ve been having so much trouble getting out of bed lately, the prozac has been making me sleep so much. also, i was having an awesome sex dream and i wanted to stay in it. i wish i was still in the sex dream if im honest.

4/23/26

i think about my exes way too much. i just seriously never get over anything and can’t believe that i was alive and in love and the moment passed. how does a thing like that happen

i need to start tapping into sales by helen more

i’m at the spruce hill bird sanctuary and loving it

4/22/26

should i change my name again? could be really fun. i feel like i was too young to appreciate it the first time. i do love callisto though

my boss changed his zoom background to be the same as mine after complimenting mine. it really made me laugh. he loves it so much

going to see project hail mary with tim tonight at da movies :)